نقل قول:07/09/25(Wed)

I wish I wasn't born in this 3rd world shithole. I feel so much isolation here I can't even describe. There is no one to talk to about books, most people are stuck in their colonial hangover of suppressing each other. Everyone is trying to outbeat others to get to that perfect sum of money and power. The culture is lost somewhere rotting in a place obvious to everyone but nobody cares enough to rescue it. Even when I go to book club of my university the conversations doesn't go beyond Alchemist and other pop books. There are just empty libraries here where people go not to study but the maximize their skills for next big thing that will emerge from the leftovers of new technological innovation. Families are way to exploit each other mentally, socially and sexually while thinking sticking together will preserve their heritage. All their talks are inherently without any meaning using jargons they don't believe about topics they don't care while imagining how they will win this game. I just watch smoking another ciggrate looking for something I never had